Well.. today was really cool =) I'm proud of myself, cause I was working at the AFS offce and I guess I was really useful. That' a good feeling...  I mean being useful =)
I had been wokring till 6 pm XD and i didn't really want to come home... i should calculate the 10%, 20%.... of the amount... well... it's still expensive but I dunno... i caught a glimpse of hope =) maybe i can do it.... I ahve to be active, I have to change, I shouldn't be this.. idiot...

Hahaaaa I'm having a party on 27 August with my classmates :D It' a  Farewell party to the summer =( and we're gonna drink the Raki I brought from Turkey... yummy... or not xD


im trying to study kanjis but they deleted the fucking nikyuu kanji list from the page, and i had to register again -.- its just not my lucky day...

im tired.. im gonna go to bed xD

Finally this f*cking LJ is working again... I wanted to write soo badly yesterday, but I couldn't. -.-"

I was watching Queer as Folk on Friday and it was sooo funny xD that prostitute was speaking japanese and I actually understood what he was talking about XDD I was laughing my ass off hahaha

I wanna go back to Istanbul =(
I miss it, the people, the city... that feeling to be there... to see the Bosphorus every day.. T_T
I <3 Istanbul

I can't believe it! I'm going to Istanbul tomorrow! =D And I haven't packed anything yet xD I should get started.. but... argggh it's so difficult xD
I have to buy some  new clothes and sisha and accessories like earings and bracelets and everythiiiiing :D Just 24 hours and I'll be there, and I'll meet Göze and the other turkish friends =)=) finalllyyyyy =D

Why is it sooo booring?
I've been scaning these papers since 8 in the morning, and now it's 15.38 x_X
but i got my first salary :D quite good, just for 4 days of working, and not even in full time :D

it's raining so i have to stay here till 16.10, then i can catch the bus...
i wanna write something interesting XDDD but it's impossible now X_x